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Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Demons & Women

Hey all,

So last night I couldn't sleep (what?! reallY?! no way!? ) at all last night. When I did finally fall asleep around 1130 am, I had three dreams... And as far as emotional responses that a dream can invoke in a person, they were all really intense, and unfortunately they were all horrible ( well one of them was horrible in a good way ) as well... Its now been a full day and I still haven't been able to shake them.

The first one woke me up at 1230am. It was about things that have been going in my life recently, but it focused on my fears, and when I woke up, I woke up furious and devastated. I couldn't remember the last time i've been so angry and sad at the same time. I'm not going to share that one because its, well, way to personal.

The second dream was the strange one out of the three. It started of with myself sitting in my room. I was thinking of a girl when one of my roommates ( not sure which one ) came in and sat next to me. He put his arm around me and told me of something that could help me get through my sadness. He told me to follow him upstairs, which I did, and as we got upstairs, the house all of a sudden was turned into my grandmas house, even though in the dream it was still my roommates and mines house. My buddy told me to follow him quickly back downstairs, which I found odd and slightly annoying but did anyways. When we got downstairs the basement I had just came from wasn't there any more, It had turned into one of those cryptic old libraries.

You could tell no one had been in here in a very long time, the smell of old pages filled the room, It was cold, dark, and dusty. He led to me the end of an isle where shelf after shelf of books were labelled witchcraft. He pulled out a large book and put it on an old table. He opened to a page and started reciting a certain spell. Now I have no clue what the spell was, it was never mentioned in my dream, but something tells me that it was love spell. Anyways he finished the spell, and I stood there feeling no different. I was confused and a very frustrated so I stormed off. On my way out of the library I noticed that there were now a few people sitting in it. But they were all men, all with open books, and yet none of them were reading, they were all just staring at me. Feeling a little creeped out I headed for the stairs with a quicker pace and headed out of the library.

I was now outside, it was night time and there were people walking all around the neighbourhood. The street lights were brighter than usual, and once again it was only men. I got to the end of the street and then started to notice something rather odd. While they were staring at me there faces were all starting to slowly turn red. Frightened I turned around and started walking back towards my house, but the closer and closer I got the more red the faces became. The mens faces then started growing horns and disfigurements like demons. The faces went from blank and wide eyed to wide eyed and very angry. Yet they did not approach me, not one.












I got myself back in the house, closed the door behind me and fell to the ground. I through my back against the door and put all my weight on it. Gasping for air, I slowly looked up, to find my house was filled with women, and I recognized every single one of them. It was house full of women that I knew and at one point or another, and at one point had a crush on or just simply found them attractive. ( it was crazy, there were some people that I haven't though of in years!!!) They were all dressed extremely provocative and were staring at me as if trying to seduce me, yet I knew that there only intention was to kill me.

Strange how outside it was only men who looked pure evil and yet did not attack, and inside it was women, beautiful but clearly only wanted to kill me. I had known now for a while that something must have gone wrong with the spell, so I headed for the back of the house to try and get back downstairs to the library. I found myself being blocked every step of the way by these women. They were all grabbing me and trying to pin me down. Mean while this was all happening, every few seconds I would hear a voice coming from a far, screaming my name, she would then follow up by yelling things like "where are you going" "This is what you wanted" "Give it up" "you can't win"and "I miss you". I couldn't tell where the voice was coming from or who it was, but it sounded very angry and very scary.As I broke my way through through everyone, I got the top of the stairs and tried closing the door, only to find a pile of clothing preventing me from closing it.

I decided to just move on down, but found that the library was no longer there, it was now my other grandmas ( dads side ) basement, but some of the libraries possessions were there; a few shelves, books, scrolls, maps and large candles. I was able to lock the the door at the bottom of the stairs behind me, buying me some time while I looked for the book of spells to see if I could come up with some anti curse thingy. As the bangs got louder and louder behind the door, the voice which was screaming my name also became louder.

I found the disenchantment and placed it apon myself just as the door came flying of its hinges! ( It was a girl I know and care for very )well. She was standing there in the threshold alone. It was at this time I realized it was her who was doing all the screaming. I prepared myself for the worst but was shocked when she did not move forward. She just stood there staring at me... She was dressed normally, and did not seem angry, or evil, or possessed in anyways. Her eyes began to swell, so I walked towards her only to find that the spell I had casted must have made me drowsy, as I attempted to get closer to her it became harder and hard to stand. I fell to the ground and began crawling towards her and then finally had to drag myself across the floor with just my hands to get to her. I can still feel fabric of the carpet beneath me, smell it... I couldn't drag myself any further, I stopped and looked up at her eyes. They were now filled with tears streaming down her face. She never took her offs off me, the pain emanating from her gaze was unbearable. I was close enough now to reach out for her hand if only she would reach out to me with hers...But then my eyes closed I believe I died ( not really sure ). This scared the crap out of me and It was then when when I woke up.

Wow this one really did a number on me, it was strange and very upsetting, but nothing compared to the third dream I had. Funny how good dreams, can be the most upsetting dreams. But that my friends Is a story that you will unfortunately never hear. Thank you all for reading my dream post, hope you all enjoyed it. I sure didn't lol. I haven't even had a chance to try to interpret them. Should be interesting to see what it means. Clearly whats going on in my life is having an effect on my sleeping patterns and experiences, its nothing i'm not use to, its just sometimes it can be at times, a little much. We have to remember that they are just dreams, and shouldn't let them play with our emotions, even though its so hard not to.

Sleep well all, have a great night.



Wednesday, September 14, 2011

A good one.

Hey everyone,

Well today, Im going to be submitting a dream blog, it's been a while I know but lately I just haven't been able to get a good nights sleep in, and therefore I haven't really been able to get a good dream together either. But last night I ended up sleeping for a good 7 hours! I can't remember the last time I slept so much.

Anyways,

The dream started with myself and an unknown person on a rooftop patio. We were both sitting and enjoying our food when we both noticed that there were far too many pigeons flying around and some even walking right up to our table and trying to eat our food. My friend, who for some reason I can't see, in fact I believe this entire part of the dream is from my friends point of view, so essentially I am my friend in this dream, but I have no idea who that friend is. Anyways my friend starts complaining and suggesting that we just leave. I told him not too worry, that I had a solution for such a problem. I bend under the table and bring back up with me a Large Bird Cage with what looks to be a baby Owl. Now this damn thing was cute as hell and super tiny but also kinda scary.



But at this point I have no idea what this owl could possibly do to better the situation... I open the door to the cage and the little guy walks out minding his own business and as soon as the first pigeon walks up to him, faster than you can say "who" the owl attacks and swallows the pigeon hole leaving behind small traces of blood and feathers. Both of sat there stunned as we had not expected that all, we both looked at each other and smiled. The owl continued to eat his way through pigeons all over the place, but the longer this went on the more it seemed I was very uncomfortable with it. My friend though ( my point of view ) seemed to be enjoying it quite alot. Anyways, I decided enough was enough and I grabbed the owl and put him back in his cage, and decided that he needed to go back to wherever it was that I got him from.

This is the part in my dream where it gets a little hazy, All I remember from here on is that I was in a castle trying to find his owner, but every time I got close to a lamp, or candle or any time of light source the owl would do something that made the lights go out, essentially blinding me. Now after a while the owl it self disappeared completely leaving me in the dark, walking through this castle in the middle of the night. I remember feeling the cold bricks that made up the walls as I was trying to feel my way through the hall ways. I started hearing footsteps behind me getting closer and closer. So at that point I panicked and started to run, and as soon as I did, I sure enough tripped over something and fell. I could feel Cold hands start to rub against me, more than two, I would say three or four sets. Still completely blind and tried to break myself free but I couldn't. I tried screaming for help but before I could even open my mouth a cold clammy hand was covering it. It was at this point where I woke up around 5am in my bed, all hot and out of breath, Now from experience I've had issues with these types of situations because normally when i try to go back to sleep, I fall right back into where I left my dream. But this was not a dream I wanted to get back into, so I tried to stay up a little bit, and well that lasted about 3 mins.

Luckily when I fell back asleep it was not into that dream, I was now at a camping spot, I don't know where I was camping. I only knew that we had just arrived and that I was with my wife and kid. We get out of the car and start walking up to the forest tree line, as we come across what seems to be a path the leads straight through the forest.



we see a dear walk across it, followed a moose. We wait a little longer and sure enough the dear walks by agian this time in the other direction, followed again by the large moose. A third time passes but this time the two animals were much closer. A fourth time occurs but this time the moose stops dead in the middle of the path, and turns his head towards us. Now I don't know why I'm having dreams like this but, as the moose turned his head towards us, his eyes were glowing red, and he had this demonic expression on his face. Seeing this I told my family to run to the car, and as soon as those words came out of my mouth the moose started charging straight for us.

Now you know those dreams where your running down a hallway but just can't seem to run fast enough. Well this was kind of like that, but different in the sense that we had a little up hill to clime to get back to our car, but It felt like I was to old, my joints hurt and my legs were just not strong enough. I kept looking behind me and saw the moose getting closer and closer. I finally reach the car, that my family had already reached and got into. But I knew I hadn't made it, I braced myself against the side of the volvo ready to get hit, I face the moose and start screaming and just as I do, the moose disappears.

Now back in my car, driving away, we go up this big hill to take a look at the land, but as we reach the top, we notice that we weren't in the forest at all, there were maybe 30-40 trees and behind those was a giant school followed by a giant city. I asked my family where we were, and they weren't my family any more, now I was with 5 different people who informed me that we were in spain. ( of course ).

So now were in spain, and the objective we were looking for is unknown. We spent a few hours driving around the city looking for I'm not sure what. But the strange thing was, we were driving down the streets in this tiny car, passing people that were either half our size, or twice our size. At the end of every street there was either a little boy or a little girl singing some song. Now i know spanish, I speak it fluently, but I couldn't understand a word of what people were saying. ( which was a little frustrating ). We finally end up at an indoor swimming pool and we see this door with a symbol on it. I have never seen this symbol before, but as soon as we all saw it, we knew this is where we needed to go. We attempted to open the door but it was barred, we pushed, we kicked we rammed, we did everything we could to open up this door, but we just could not get it to budge. It was at this point were non other than Will Smith, (in his MIB uniform obviously) showed up and simply kicked the door down, and then disappeared. With out any hesitation we ran into the room which was stairwell. The only issue was that it was completely filled with men in black jump suits wearing pumpkins on there heads.



They quickly swarmed us, I kicked some sort of large object down the stairs and it nocked them all down, but it only took them a few seconds to get themselves back up, we started running up the stairs and then realized that they were also up there. The pumpkin heads slowly started capturing all my companions except for me. It was then were I ran face to face with the Head pumpkin guy. We started fighting, exchanging blows to the face until I came up on top. He immediately released all my friends but warned me that he would be back for me if I didn't leave town right away. So without any hesitation myself and my friends picked a direction and just started running that way, we ran and ran and ran, until we finally made to a barn outside of the city. In this barn we found a airplane which you would think we could all just get into and escape. But this being my dream, it would only make sense if what we did was have one of us start the plane, get it up in the air, drop some rope and have us have chase down the ropes while riding bulls that we found in the barn... Yep, this happened, we had to ride bulls, behind the plain, wait for the plain to take off, and then catch the ropes that were dropped for us. It seemed simple enough for everyone, except for me, as my bull apparently doesn't know how run very fast. I jumped off my bull and barely caught the last inch of my rope, my friend at the very top looked down at me and asked me if I was okay, "NO!" I replied, I slowly started to climb my way up and up, until I was finally in the plane...

Once in the plane, the plane turned itself into a tree... yes.. a tree. Filled with nuts and berries that littered the floors. I looked down at my blue feet and felt frustrated. "I need to get out of here" I said to myself. I walk out of the hole in the tree that im in, and realize that not only am I in a tree hole, But I'm in a tree, with in an even larger tree. Desperate to get out, I start scaling the tree until I find another hole. As i climbed in, a co worker of mine ( Derek ) rudely tells me to get the hell out of his berry room. I wake up.

If you sat there and read this entire thing, than I congratulate you, this was a very long dream and to be quite honest I didn't even finish it. But I can fill you in on me serenading people at the Walmart another time :)

Have a good one!

Monday, March 28, 2011

Once a Dream always a Dream

O hay everyone. How are you all doing? well this is going to be a dream blog, No updates on this one, because I just woke up and don't want to lose this dream. And I was sleeping for about 10 hours so its going to be a LONG one. But a good one I promise so ENJOY!

It all started with a friendly game of starcraft. It was myself against my friend Stevie ray, I was Protoss and he was Terran. Now I can't really remember much about the game other then the fact that we had base traded and that the map that we were playing actually consisted of two different maps for some weird reason. So we actually had to play with two screens each. I had taken control of the Top map and he the bottom. This went on for only a few minutes because we were both interrupted by a mutual friend of ours chris duke.

We both left our computers and met up in the living room (of my grandma's house for some reason) to find chris sitting there waiting for us. For some strange reason the topic of fencing came up and I shared the fact that I use to be okay at fencing when I was younger. In disbelief of my story the three of searched the house high and low for swords and wouldn't you know it, we found two! Yes two not three, we gave Stevie a dagger and a axe pick (he looked pretty bad ass). So the three of us make our way to the alley outside (its a beautiful summers day), and we start duelling each other. That is until some stupid couple looking out of a window told us that the cops were going to be here in 15 minutes. To which my reply was "What!? guys can't fence in their own back alley's anymore?" followed by a series of weird dumb down noises. If you were thinking to yourself, well that was stupid. well I agree, and even myself in my dream, (as he was walking away) was thinking to himself how he sounds extremely stupid.

ANYWAYS.

Well our walk became more of a trek, and we slowly made our way out of the back alley. By this time the day had become night and we were looking for something to do. Fortunately for us right in between two sub-urban houses there was an evil looking cave entrance that once we entered appeared to be some sort of technological lab with a bunch of little different coloured minions. Easy pray for us and our fencing swords, and Stevie with his dagger and axe pick. As we rush down the metal stairs evading traps and slicing many minions in two, we found ourselves overwhelmed by these weird tele tubby looking creatures. Then unfortunately I got separated from my friends and started getting extremely scared. I start running back up the stairs towards the entrance and I realize that some black shadowy creature was chasing me. I stoped running and looked back but saw nothing, only my reflection of the metal wall. As I reached the surface, I looked across the street and realize that there was another cave almost identical the one I had just exited. I ran across the street and into the cave, only to find that this one was completely different. Instead of being technological in theme, this one was very organic as if someone had been manipulated the earth. I made my way down the dirt steps, then stoped to take a peak lower down. I saw my friends tied down to these chairs and looking at me for help.

As in all dreams, you almost never really have any conscious control of how and why things happen. At this point in my dream Chris and Stevie are no more, I don't even know if i'm myself. My new friends consisted of three people, A large black guy, A blond girl and a white guy. I don't know there names only that the four of us are covered in black and red metal/leather armour with spikes and awesome hairdew's and look AMAZINGLY bad ass.

Continuing on.

I saw my friends tied and up, they looked back up with fear in there eyes. But yet in my head I couldn't shake the feeling that this was all a trap, and that these weren't my actual friends. I rushed down to the lower floor where they were being held, only to reveal more of the room to myself. Across from where my friends were, 4 dark banshee like demon's with a pale white skin and dirty black hair were sitting on some sofas. they were all staring at me with they're glowing red eyes yet they did nothing. I slowly approached them only to find that they were in some sort of a trance. They had these strange markings all over their bodies, four of the three were women and their markings weren't that bad, a few on the neck and forehead. I somehow new I was able to heal them by applying a type of vulcan mind meld grip on them. And as I did this their markings slowly faded and they looked human again. But when I got the the fourth and last one (the male) I griped his body and he snapped out of it and started yelling at me.
"you tried this once before!" he yelled, but I ignored him.
"you can't possibly stop this" he yelled again. Yet I ignored him still.
slowly but surely all of his markings, which were much more severe then the rest and were all over his body, disappeared. But instead of reverting to a human, his hair turned bright green and his skin a light purple. He was an elf, and he looked at me right before he passed out and fell to the ground. His Body instantly created a type of mummification for him, almost like bandages.

I released my friends from their captivity and we all raced to the top were the entrance was. As we all stood there taking in breaths of relief. Two of those dark shadowy creatures that were following me early arrived. One was tall and was riding a giant black dragon, the other was short and hovering a foot off the ground. As the Taller dark rider attacked we noticed the other one run. We assumed he was going for reinforcements so we decided to split up in two's and take on our adversaries respectively. As myself and the blond girl ( no names yet ) approached the dark figure we realized his armour was to thick for us to do any sort of damage. So in a type of game'esk moment we were able to switch from a leather type of wearing character to a heavy plated character. (wierd i know) As we rushed towards him I transformed into the wrong type of character and became a ranger/rogue. Fortunately I seemed very comfortable in this role because I kicked some serious ass. With daggers in both hands and metal spikes protruding from my feet in a type of X-23 way (marvel character) we were able to kill the dark fighter and reunite with our two other friends.

As we all calmed down we decided to keep walking the streets, but the further we got the more we realized that wild life had taken over. The suburban landscape had transformed into a jungle type of world. As we cut our way through the bush. We ended up in a futuristic neighbourhood park. It was no longer night time but a beautiful day, we all ended up on lawn chairs just taking in the sun. Our armour was gone leaving us four in just regular/futuristic clothes. Suddenly everything started rumbling, a loud noise filled the air, we all looked up into the sky to see a giant ball of flame hurdling towards us. Just when you thought it was about to hit, the object pulled a 90 degree turn and headed off into the horizon. We all stood there motionless wondering what the fuck had just happened. But it didn't take long for us to forget, it was almost as though this oasis type of park that we had found was almost like a prison, all we wanted to do was relax, there was no desire for anything else.
Suddenly the rumbles returned but this time as we looked up into the sky we saw a white truck with a hitch on the back which looked to be carrying dogs. The truck landed in the middle of the park and via intercom told everyone to bring there illegal dogs to him or suffer the consequences. Of course I look down towards my feet and see that out of no where I have a golden retriever and he had pooped on the grass. My friends seeing this warn me that if the man in the truck see's this he will flip out, so we pick up my large friend from his lawn chair and commence wiping the dog poop with his shirt, while he is still in it... yea... i know strange. Just as we finished the man from the truck, who looked a lot like mario, drove up right towards me and my friends and asked me where I got the dog. I told him it was none of his business and that he should leave immediately, and just as I said that, it was like a spell had been broken. Seeing that my friends were not free i'm assuming I left them there or that this is where this part of the story ends. Because the next part has nothing to do will any of this... kinda.

I found myself in an elevator with my uncle John, and my cousin Chris. I had been told earlier (this is just one of those things i know) that we were going to a gym to eat. As the doors of the elevator open a group of people file in preventing us from getting out, at least not all at the same time. Finally I managed to free pry myself out and then found myself in a giant marble hall with only a few people, but all dressed quite appropriately. I see my uncle and my cousin across the room talking to this tall spanish looking man with glasses. I approached the three of them just as I did, this beautiful hispanic woman had done the same, she was wearing a beige silk dress that sparkled in the light. The tall man introduced us and then the two kindly departed. My cousin looks at me and says
"I'm married, he's fat, your the only one with a chance."
"I thought we came here to work out and eat!? I'm wearing gym shorts and a t-shirt! I have no chance!"
Frustrated about the situation I leave my uncle and my cousin to mingle and sure enough find myself a bunch of stationary bikes that I can use... yep stationary bikes in a fancy restaurant.
Unfortunately out of the three bikes that there were, the one in the middle was being occupied by an extremely old woman who had placed all her belongings on the one to her left, and was placing her right leg which had a cast on it, on top of the seat of the right bike. As my frustration grew this strange looking man in a fedora walked up to me, getting a mafia type vibe of him I stood up straight and looked to his lead. Huh.. i didn't know Peru had a mafia.
Anyways he comes up to me and tells me that these bikes aren't for me, and that if I want to meet that girl that I keep staring at I need to help the boss out by being in his movie.

Why the hell not right? I mean what do I have to lose!?

I end up right back in the jungle... exact same landscape as before (this is the only reason why i thought that there might be a connection between this dream and the last). The movie I had enrolled myself in had a basic plot, two groups racing towards the forbidden pool first one there wins. But there are also a few shadowy demonic creatures chasing all of us! (same creatures as before!) weird, I know! We trekked through the jungle and strange ruins until finally we realized that we are on the top of a mountain, a mountain who's edge we had reached. Covering the face of the mountain were a series of old ruined steps, but these weren't rudely crafted steps, it seemed as though an extremely gifted people had lived here before, the architecture was very renaissance-esque. And rivalled that of the egyptians and the romans and that of later day europe. Both groups knowing the end was near started racing down the steps, but as far down as we ran we weren't getting anywhere. The steps were actually a maze, and as we all tried to figure out how the maze worked, we notice that one by one are numbers were dwindling. The Shadowy creatures had caught up to us and were capturing us as we tired from running. Now Don't ask me how I realized this because I don't know how I did, but during the dream I figured out that if i asked myself a question the ground around me would slope even further down in almost a slide type of fashion and lead me to the next set of stairs. The catch was that if you were caught using this method you would be captured and killed. With only 5 of us left, two from my group and three from the other, I separated myself and continued using my question method. I eventually reached a cliff edge but knew that I had actually reached the forbidden pool and that the cliff was only an illusion hiding it from people to scare them off. I jumped off the cliff and found myself in the pool now being surrounded by everyone that I had dreamt of earlier including the two groups, my uncle, my cousin, the three warriors, and Chris and Stevie. There was food and drinks all around, everyone was having an amazing time. Then the old spanish man with glasses that I had met earlier at the restaurant stood on the water and thanked everyone for cooperating in his movie. He gave us all of 300 000 dollars each as a reward, and assured us that this was not including the money we will get from the sales of the movie. Just as i thought that life couldn't get any better I saw the woman from the restaurant swimming towards me, she pinned me up against the wall and looked deep into my eyes and asked if I wanted her, I replied with resounding yes! And just as we were about to kiss she moved away from me and went into the arms of another man... Devastated I swam away and tried to enjoy the rest of the party. Unfortunately the rest of the dream consisted of me meeting new people but they all recognize me as the guy who got shot down. It was really a very shitty way of ending what was honestly one of the most interesting dreams I have had in a while.

Thanks for Reading!






Tuesday, March 22, 2011

It's a waiting game my friends... and Only Time can tell.


Well I moved back into my house just a few days ago, and what I found when I entered my room was an extremely disgusting environment. I know I can be messy sometimes, hey who isn't! But seriously this mess was out of hand.


This Picture doesn't really do it justice, but trust me... I't was Brutal.

1. Clothes everywhere
2. Apparently at some point in the past I had Decided to grab my notebook and rip out most of the papers and place them all over my room.
3. A mattress from two previous failed slumber parties.
4. An empty bowl
5. Popcorn all over my floor.
6. Full soup bowl full of what I can only imagine is K.D.

BUT after a good solid night of cleaning I had finally finished...

Or so I thought...

It was really nice to be a room where I didn't feel like someone had just been robbed and possibly raped. All seemed to be well in casa de Andrew until i saw it... this entity if you will...
Just by the edge of my bed, this little black blob of what looked like ink was just nestling itself into my carpet. I wasn't scared of course. So you know... Im a man, I touched it with my sock. AND IT STUCK!... it didn't get stuck to me, it actually felt like it had a grip on me and was like.. oh no.. your not going anywhere.

Being the friendly person that I am, I had decided to let it live. So there by my bed it has stayed for the last few days. And unfortunately I don't know when It will leave.






As you can see this is no friendly turtle Ooze, this is like black spider man symbiot ooze.
Clearly you can see it has a one of my hair's... does this mean it now knows my physiology?
It's a waiting game my friends... and Only Time can tell.

G.C.U-

I have blocked all communications with George until this ooze crisis has been resolved.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Dream Dream Dream

Okay, this a pretty quick post im gonna make.

Basically I just want to write down about a dream I had before I forget it, which i quickly am.

It started with myself being in my old elementary school with all my friends from junior high, and there was a line up of kids being leading its way into the gym. One by one the next kid would be called in. As i looked back and forth through out the line I realized it was alphabetical. But time went buy and i guess i didn't notice that the C's (chappell) have already been called and that we were on F.

One my old friends Francis was there and told me to just walk in with him. I don't know why francis was in the hall way with me due to the fact that his last name started with a B. But it was one of those things you don't really care to think about. And I'd like to point out that at this time I was feeling extremely angry at the fact that my name had not been called out. Anyways.

As I walked in the gym, and old teacher of mine (MMe Sien) from elementary didn't waist any time in calling me out and telling me that only one student at a time was aloud in. I furiously walked over to her and grabbed her call out list and looked for my name on it. Only to find that my name was not in the list. I looked at her and said "well it would help if my name were on the God damned list!" and stormed off outside.

Now the best way to describe this next part is a little tricky. I'm not going to waste my time and try to describe what the exterior of my elementary school looked like so just try and imagine yours. Imagine you're walking around your elementary school just right around the fences. (the perimeter).

Imagine its dusk and the sky is an extremely dark blue that is still clinging to the little bit of sunlight thats being covered by dark ominous clouds. Im walking and extremely upset, Im looking up at the night sky.

(here is the crazy part. Remember the part in Aladdin when the genie is taken over by Jafar and how extremely evil he looked as he was moving the Palace? Okay. Do you remember what Mr Manhattan looked like in the Watchmen movie, or however it is you pictured him in real life if you read the Novel? Well Combine those two characters and picture them as real as you possibly can.)

This Giant Blue omniscient man just filling half the night sky, only his body from the waist up is visible to me. His face appears numb, showing no sentiment and offering no indication of things... Except for me. His cold white eyes were just fixed right at me. As if piercing into me somehow. As he kept glaring at me, I continued to walk slowly. It's strange, even though I was completely terrified, I acted as though I couldn't care less. And then just as fast as a bolt of lighting, a revelation hits me. The Entity and I still locked in on one anothe. Its almost as if he discovered this revelation by only looking at me.

I realized that my name is not Andrew Chappell, and that all the friends in my life are all replacements. I learned that when I was younger I went missing and when they found me only a few days later I had aged several years. So they wiped my memory of old friends that I had. The Blue Man showed me glimpses of my old friends and my past, and I remembered them as clearly as I remember yesterday. I was still so young and innocent playing outside with these kids. As the images continued running through my brain, a saddnes built inside of me until I burst out into tears and begged to be sent back in time. But in the back of my head I could hear a voice telling me that it could never be. The glimpses ended and the night sky was now completely black and filled with stars yet it was also heavily raining. The Blue God remained over head, his eyes Still fixed upon me, pitying me for some unknown reason. He continued to stare at me. Then for what seamed like a fraction of a second, his cold gaze showed the slightest hint of sadness and sympathy. And before I could even register the thought, it was gone. And I woke up.

Woah woah we woah, this dream really had me thinking! The kids from past who use to be my friends are actually kids I have no memory of. Just figments of my imagination. But the feelings were real, and while I was dreaming I was convinced I Knew them. Sheesh this is up there with some of my favourite dreams! If you all dont know, i'm a pretty big dream guy. I love that stuff, i don't really analyze them, i just love experiencing them and telling them. I've had some pretty vivid and amazing dreams before that really hit the core of me. I wake up sad, happy, crying, scared. The range of emotions is ridiculous!
But for some reason I never right them down, and if i try, im usually to late and have forgoten most of it. But not this one. I dreamt this bad boy last night and it stuck in my head good. It really creeped me out. The face of this God or Giant or whatever it was wow ive never been so scared of something yet amazed at the same time.
ANyways! I hope you enjoyed me dream!

p.s I guess this wasn't as quick of a blog as I thought it would be.